alright, so here is me this morning after my jog, i know not much difference than the last one. but one week ago i was 125lb and now i'm 122lb. AND i've been jogging every morning since last wednesday (even though i'm taking a break on thanksgiving day).
actually i stayed at 125lb for a few days until monday. i was frustrated cuz i was seeing no results on the scale, then i decided to track my calories and then cut my calories a lot. yesterday i dropped to 123, and this morning i'm 122. yay!!! i know i know, water weight, blah blah blah. it works though! and i'm not really that hungry cuz i just eat a lot of healthy foods with a treat here and there. i'm putting my fitday back up so that i have to be held accountable for my food-actions.
i'm going up north for a few days. i'm not sure how this will work out because my mother will be cooking and i don't wanna be eating too much. i'm worried.
Jenni Cheung at 11:03 AMby the end of tonight, it will be my third consecutive day of no alcohol. right now i have this bad headache. i think i'm suffering from alcohol withdrawal. i think if i don't drink tonight, it will officially be the longest period of time i haven't had a drink since i graduated college.
ouchie my head.
Jenni Cheung at 04:49 PMmany people have had many disgusted reactions to it. well. i guess i was just being blunt. i coulda sucked in my tummy and taken something at an awesome angle and worn something more flattering and i woulda looked normal. but i didn't. so suck it.
anyway... been jogging 3 mornings in a row now. the scale hasn't budged, but i feel better! more energy. i think the next thing i have to cut is my alcohol consumption. but i love that! what to do...?
Jenni Cheung at 01:24 PMme, without flattering posing and without sucking in my tummy. in shorts that i WILL fit in by my bday beginning of january.
Jenni Cheung at 01:49 PMwell that's not me yet, but will be by 2009. COUNT ON IT!
so i realize that since july, guys i like haven't liked me back. and guys that do like me, aren't really my type. i hate feeling like i'm settling, so what can i do about this disparity? assimilate!
more like, just be who i wanna date. i like all the awesome things that i'd like my significant other to like, so all that is left is to just be more in shape. i realize that i can't really diet, because i love food too much (one of my passions), so i am going to start being more active. mornings? i get up at like 7 most mornings anyway. i just need to stop watching so much tv...
watch for before/after pics soon!
Jenni Cheung at 03:51 PMi have come to the conclusion that people always reserve friday/saturday nights for close friends and people they actually dig.
in this bout of singledom, i don't think i've met anyone new who wants to give me their weekend nights that i feel the same way towards.
it's like junior high all over again.
Jenni Cheung at 06:40 PMok, before you start to flame me for my ignorance, blah blah blah, understand that in this great country of ours, we have the freedom to not vote too. so by antagonizing me about not voting, you're antagonizing my freedom, which is one of the things you're voting for in the first place.
but seriously. my mother won't let me change my address to los angeles even though i live here, for the purpose of car insurance rates. but then today, my friend brought up the point that i could have mailed my vote in.
well... i guess i don't feel qualified. i have not tuned in to watch the debates or hear the issues. i really don't know the different sides. and even if someone say they'll do something, would they really do it? people are so liberal here, and just yelling "OBAMA" this and "OBAMA" that. but have they all really sat down and researched both sides with an open mind? i'm sure a lot did, but i'm also sure that a lot didn't. if we're voting for one side just because your peers are saying it's the "right" thing to do without truly understanding what you're voting for, isn't that just bastardizing democracy?
all i know is sarah palin is an airheaded MILF, bush is an idiot (and i'm glad he can't be prez again), and obama's steadfastness is pretty outstanding. it's time for a change, but the traditional idealistic principles of the republican party appeals to me more than the democrats. so, i don't know. i mean i DO know what i'd vote for if it was JUST THERE for me, but the benefits of voting just does not outweigh the trouble i'd have to go through to get myself informed, register to vote up north, then have my mother send me my stuff, then send it back in, and so on. but the big thing is really understanding things. if you don't vote intelligently, you might as well don't vote at all, right?
i know i should have been more concerned enough to try to educate myself on the issues. but given the results of the past elections, i already know that democrats will take california. and in the presidential, it's the electoral that counts, not the popular. so stuff like what happened with bush/gore could just happen again and all you fine folks in california that DO vote today will take care of my apathy. thanks!