my bathroom was has been moldy for awhile now. like on the ceilings, there was mildew from the steam from the showers. i wiped some of it off the walls and since i started to keep the fan on all the time, no more has formed. but still, it was ugly and spotty. so on sunday, i spent hours repainting it. at the time i thought it was a fun project, because i was watching sex and the city episodes and painting and just feeling powerful. i don't feel so powerful now. it's the second day since the painting job and i'm still sore ALL OVER. at least now the bathroom is nice and white now.
so i'm broke. i didn't put any money into savings the last few months, because i've been spending like crazy. going out all the time, drinking, the works. even this month of triple pay-day didn't put me back to even. i think i need to go back to being dorky and anti-social. oh and i gotta stop trying to look good, because clothes cost so much!
saturday night! saturday night was WONDERFUL! justin took me to Merin's Magic Dinner Theater in Orange. from the looks of the site, we both agreed that the situation would be cheesy, but fun. but the whole night was great! (the 3 cocktails i had might have helped with that.) i LOVE magic tricks, especially since i didn't know how most of them work. the food was decent. the drinks were reasonable. the comedy part of it was nice. and the BEST thing about it was that i could lean back and have justin be there laughing with me. he used to do magic tricks (i'm talking about the bf) when he was young. i wanna do magic tricks! he says it's expensive to buy the props. but me being the klutz i am, i'd never be able to do any sleight of hand tricks.
Jenni Cheung at 12:18 PMi've decided to put my diet on hold until i get "fat" again, which would mean weighing in at 112lb for me. i'm currently 108 - 110. it's just that i've been going out a lot, and i don't want to be a food prude when i'm out. or when my boyfriend brings me delicoius pizza last night with extra sauce. oh and i had some ben and jerry's apple pie ice cream last night. oh and i had a margarita. alcohol has a lot of calories and i just like to drink.
but sometimes i like to drink a little bit too much. like last thursday. i went out with liberty and rochelle and i had like 4 shots of vodka before i left work. i wasn't DRUNK, but then i was buzzed enough to forget that i should keep ordering vodka drinks and NOT my usual bacardi/diet. so i had two bacardi diets when i was at the club, and then about 10 minutes after my last drink, the alcohol BOOM hits me. i was feeling like lightheaded, dizzy and i had to puke. liberty was such a sweetheart, she held my hair back when i was throwing up. i was a drunk sloppy mess. i basically camped out in the bathroom at the standard. that was the most drunk i've ever been in public EVER. the last time i threw up because i drank too much was back in first year in college. how awful. so basically i had to be carried out of the club by dewayne who was also there with his friends. i had to be carried out because there were stairs leading up to the roof. i was deadweight that remembered everything that happened that night. i remember being lightly slapped on my face, for me to move. i remember that i really tried moving, but i really couldn't. it was a sad scene. i didn't close out my tab, and i had to go back on saturday to get my credit card back.
what is it about "Sex and the City" that makes you want to have a martini and a cigarette? i've recently taken up renting them from blockbuster's version of netflix and i'm starting from season 1. i'm on season 3 now. it's their showings on TBS that got me interested, and i must say, i'm hooked. i think i will invest in the $200 complete set soon. i think the reason this show is so popular, is that because the women on there are "fabulous", but not totally unattainably "beautiful". the only one i find pretty is kristen davis. she probably the one that's most like me. i hope when i'm mid-30s and if i'm single, that'd i'd be able to afford a lifestyle like that. but hopefully i won't be single at that age.
i got justin's bday/anniversary present already. a weekend in santa barbara. i was surprised how tough it was to find a decent room a month in advance that was less than $200 a nite!
i really want a martini, dirty, 2 olives.
Jenni Cheung at 11:30 AMinstead of taking notes today, i took down my stream of consciousness.
5:30 - THE MEETING STARTS
i have no motivation
this job gives me depression
i have no purpose
nuckerfutters
my tummy feels weird
i ate too much
i need a renewed sense of purpose
what am i working for?
i think i want a baby
i need something to live for
i want my bf to get in shape
5:40
i gotta look busy
i need to eat more
viactiv is awesome
stop laughing, it's not funny
i can'ts tand work
i can't wait till the weekend
work. i don't like to work
i want to be a housewife
i'll finish my meal @ 7:30
i want to destroy something
i need to get drunk
5:50
i have no sex drive unless i'm buzzed
alllcccoooohhhhooollll!!!!!
bang! bang!
i haven't had a good poop in awhile
diet coke!!
soft + hard assets
i love justin so much
boca tastes funny
i like not wearing makeup
chomp!
laughing cow is awesome
free stuff tonight!
WTF are you talking about?!
shut up
imma have some alcohol tonight!
6:00
festivals R awesome
i need to save $ for abercrombie and fitch
A+D ointment rocks
peopel should tell me about meetings
i want fried foods
6:05 - THE MEETING ENDS