Happy New Year!

my vlog for the new year.

it's gonna be a great year!

posted on 01-01-09, 10:39 AM i realized i had the wrong video up for my last entry

but i guess no one noticed! here is the right video:

yeah i fixed it for the last entry too.

posted on 12-31-08, 12:21 PM blue christmas + foods are too good for me to diet

impromptu after-shower serenade for you! i'm totally makeup-less and really just out of shower. i was bored.

so i'm not dieting anymore. and running is on haitus until it gets less miserable out. cuz i'm starting to be happier about how i am. so here i am yesterday.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

posted on 12-25-08, 12:17 AM straight out of bed this morning

my weight is actually the same. but i'm not sucking in my tummy in this week's update photos here!

been exercising everyday for the last 2 weeks except for 2 days. i stop quitting drinking, but i am cutting back! i can't really track what i eat when i go out because i'll just be not-fun, so i watch what i eat while i'm at home (for breakfast and lunch).

same weight (mostly from thanksgiving weekend), but i feel fitter!

posted on 12-03-08, 7:13 AM 1 week progress

alright, so here is me this morning after my jog, i know not much difference than the last one. but one week ago i was 125lb and now i'm 122lb. AND i've been jogging every morning since last wednesday (even though i'm taking a break on thanksgiving day).

actually i stayed at 125lb for a few days until monday. i was frustrated cuz i was seeing no results on the scale, then i decided to track my calories and then cut my calories a lot. yesterday i dropped to 123, and this morning i'm 122. yay!!! i know i know, water weight, blah blah blah. it works though! and i'm not really that hungry cuz i just eat a lot of healthy foods with a treat here and there. i'm putting my fitday back up so that i have to be held accountable for my food-actions.

i'm going up north for a few days. i'm not sure how this will work out because my mother will be cooking and i don't wanna be eating too much. i'm worried.

posted on 11-26-08, 11:03 AM alcohol withdrawal

by the end of tonight, it will be my third consecutive day of no alcohol. right now i have this bad headache. i think i'm suffering from alcohol withdrawal. i think if i don't drink tonight, it will officially be the longest period of time i haven't had a drink since i graduated college.

ouchie my head.

posted on 11-24-08, 4:49 PM about the previous post

many people have had many disgusted reactions to it. well. i guess i was just being blunt. i coulda sucked in my tummy and taken something at an awesome angle and worn something more flattering and i woulda looked normal. but i didn't. so suck it.

anyway... been jogging 3 mornings in a row now. the scale hasn't budged, but i feel better! more energy. i think the next thing i have to cut is my alcohol consumption. but i love that! what to do...?

posted on 11-21-08, 1:24 PM an icky before...

me, without flattering posing and without sucking in my tummy. in shorts that i WILL fit in by my bday beginning of january.

ick. click if you dare.

posted on 11-20-08, 1:49 PM sexy and in shape

well that's not me yet, but will be by 2009. COUNT ON IT!

so i realize that since july, guys i like haven't liked me back. and guys that do like me, aren't really my type. i hate feeling like i'm settling, so what can i do about this disparity? assimilate!

more like, just be who i wanna date. i like all the awesome things that i'd like my significant other to like, so all that is left is to just be more in shape. i realize that i can't really diet, because i love food too much (one of my passions), so i am going to start being more active. mornings? i get up at like 7 most mornings anyway. i just need to stop watching so much tv...

watch for before/after pics soon!

posted on 11-17-08, 3:51 PM being single on weekends

i have come to the conclusion that people always reserve friday/saturday nights for close friends and people they actually dig.

in this bout of singledom, i don't think i've met anyone new who wants to give me their weekend nights that i feel the same way towards.

it's like junior high all over again.

posted on 11-05-08, 6:40 PM